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Hidup sentiasa ada jatuh bangunnya... Takkan ada sesiapa yang akan terlepas dari mengalami situasi ni...
Termasuklah diri sendiri. Dalam tempoh beberapa bulan ni, banyak perkara yang mengajar diri ni untuk lebih matang dan berfikiran lebih jauh dalam membuat setiap tindakan dan keputusan.

Hasilnya, tak semua benda yang kita harapkan akan terjadi walaupun seribu kebarangkalian dah difikirkan. Kat mana silapnya?? Tak perlulah nak tuding jari pada mana2 pihak.
Que sera..sera...
What ever will be.. will be..
The future not us to see..
Que sera..sera

Kalau dah takdir Ilahi dah tetapkan sesuatu tu akan terjadi, buat la macam mana pun.. elak la macam mana pun... Ia tetap akan terjadi. Yang boleh dilakukan, renungkan setiap kejadian... muhasabah diri... nilai setiap perlakuan diri.. terima dan ubah mana yang perlu diubah...

But it doesn't mean I need to change myself just to pleased other... I've had enough... No more pleasing others by just sacrificing my own good potential outcome. If they think that I am cruel... Then, that just mean they still don't know the true me... Sometimes I just hate myself for unable to hide my emotion even though I said "I'm okay"... Just because of my facial expression could not collaborate well with the mouth but it collaborate well with my heart.. So.. i got busted every time i tried to hide my true feelings or emotion... Especially to those who knows me too well... huhu.. Just can't hide anything from them.. They could see through me very well... What to do?? Just being honest and straight with them.. It's much comfortable to do it that way rather than turning things around and avoiding them.